I don't know if this helps Bec but I freaked out when I realised hubby was going into hospital for the first time.

I think it was just a fear of the unknown but once I spoke to his doc & took a look around my mind was more at ease.

Do make sure that you have things to do for yourself while he is in there. It sounds selfish but it gives you "me time" & we all need that every once in a while. Plan a day to do something that is all about you because you deserve it!