Missy, I'm glad you found this place. We are a community and all here for healing and to support one another. I can so much relate to your frustrations regarding preditors and abusers and even rapists going free with a hand slap and no appearance of real justice. I think its great that you understand that its not your fault. That is a great head start on the path to healing. Take gentle care of yourself and PM me anytime you just need a listening ear or support. Until later, Marilyn S.