Thank you.

I've heard nothing but good about this program, and it is very positive.

I have so many mixed emotions right now. I'm just exhausted. On one hand, I feel relieved that someone objective is taking the lead and will be making arrangements, and handling most of this. (other than the my permission required aspect) On the other, I feel guilty for it. I feel lonely (shit he's still here and I'm already grieving him going) and angry, and like I've failed. Yet I've made so many positive steps for him that I'm proud of.

God it's just a big mess. I'm sure I will be posting quite a bit for the duration.

Thank you, for thinking of me.. and give Evie a hug for me. Tell her I miss her and will email when I'm not so overwhelmed.

bec