Welcome to a great forum! We are glad to have you here. This is a wonderful place to learn from other carers and people with PTSD.

I have PTSD, and I can tell you that your man may be pushing you away temporarily, but if he has a safe place to come back to, he will return to it. We all hope he does.

You are hurting too. This forum is for you, too. You need support to be a good parent. There is alot of good information here. Again, we are happy to see you here!