I'm still working on getting Matt all packed up. Thankfully, luckily and gratefully, Ryan gave me piles of food today, so I was able to pack Matt up a bunch of special treats! That helped me feel less like a heel.

We just have a bit more laundry to do (last of his clothes and a blanket to take) and then Matt is in the shower and off to bed.

Tomorrow will be rather wild for me. I have two appointments, back to back, right before Matt is due for admission, then another right after. I'm thinking I might cancel a few of these and only go to one. Just too much to do. Won't give me much of a chance to worry though! However I don't want to overload myself either. Ugh.. Fine line to walk there.

So.. I'm just around 16 hours away from it. Matt is still very excited. Which is good. That has helped my perspective tremendously.

I got my meds worked out last night in emerg (it was a very very long night) so my withdrawals aren't half as bad as they were. Thank god.

Kathy, I think I will chat with Evie about the separation anxiety. Probably be good for me to talk about it some.

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