Sorry mate, more sarcasm than anything. I actually agree with you regarding medications, I know I was certainly worse on them than without them. They made me want to die, they made me no longer be in control of my body and I had all sorts of issues from side effects of them. I got sick of being an experimental dummy for the pharmaceutical corporations.

I am actually quite glad you aren't on them, because it means your actually more likely to be more in tune with yourself, so to speak. Medications typically block certain censors within our brain which is how they work. Blocking those censors also blocks other aspects in which we need to heal trauma. Theoretically speaking, you should be actually easier to talk with regarding your trauma because you aren't doped up on the shit. Well done to you mayhem.

Heal trauma, the symptoms disappear. Learn how to manage PTSD and then the core root of PTSD can be controlled, the anxiety levels.