Well I am much better today. I was yesterday too, but was very busy.

Matt had an MRI yesterday, but got freaked so they have to try again, with sedatives. I've gotten many phone calls from him. He's getting very anxious as they are changing around a few of the other kids on the ward. The staff didn't even realize it till I told them. I haven't really been told much so far, so I have to rely on Matt for information. However he is doing well there. The snacks were straightened out. I explained to the nurse that I can not afford it. They think he might have an eating disorder, as he binges. They think he eats for comfort or boredom. I have to admit it's crossed my mind once or twice.

I'm not as depressed as I was. I spent all of yesterday with Ryan bouncing from here, to the hospital then his house. He kept me busy and that really helped with my mood. I'm not quite sure what I'm up to today.. but at least it isn't crushing depression.

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