I think I would have to agree with Ben, on the aspect I don't think what your suffering is PTSD. I say this, because the things your saying do not reflect the symptoms of a person with PTSD. I understand you are looking for an answer, but if doctors are treating you, and they aren't diagnosing you with PTSD, then I doubt you have it. PTSD is much much more than what your describing your feelings and events that have occurred.
With or without the use of drugs, PTSD is an illness which clearly stands out, and people cannot replicate the symptoms without actually having it, because its not a matter off having one, two or even five or more of the symptoms, it is the specifics contained within each of the symptoms which is how PTSD is diagnosed.
Any doctor who has had someone with PTSD, would know it, thus they would know if you haven't got it also. Whilst you suffer depression, anxiety and a few other things, that doesn't negate having PTSD. As stated previously, what you could simply have is PTS, or posttraumatic stress, which is often found in people who suffered something traumatic, though they haven't been fully inflicted with all the traits to be categorized as having the "disorder" of the illness. Women who have bad births can often get PTS, car accidents another example. A person can get stressed, anxious and depressed, though not have PTSD, it more a fact that they just need good counselling to talk about their particular issues.
I think you need to get good counselling, not neccesarily doctors prescribing you medications. Counsellors can get to the core of the problem, and you will most likely find yourself getting better as a result. The use of drugs during your abuse really has little impact on PTSD symptoms, or whether you would be more succeptable to it. The fact is, you need a significant trauma to have PTSD.
Here is the actual definition of posttraumatic stress disorder:
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A psychological disorder affecting individuals who have experienced or witnessed profoundly traumatic events, such as torture, murder, rape, or wartime combat, characterized by recurrent flashbacks of the traumatic event, nightmares, irritability, anxiety, fatigue, forgetfulness, and social withdrawal.
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From what you are saying, you really don't fit into the definition of PTSD.
This is what the wikipedia say on
posttraumitic stress disorder, and please note the bolded sentence:
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Experiences likely to induce the condition include childhood physical/emotional or sexual abuse, adult's experiences of rape, war and combat exposure, violent attacks, natural catastrophes, and life-threatening complications at childbirth (and perhaps its accompanying exhaustion). For most people, the emotional effects of traumatic events will tend to subside after several months. If they last longer than that then consideration should be given to diagnosing a psychiatric disorder. Most people who experience traumatic events will not develop PTSD. PTSD is primarily an anxiety disorder and should not be confused with normal grief and adjustment after traumatic events. There is also the possibility of simultaneous suffering of other psychiatric disorders (i.e. co-morbidity).
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