They told me they weren't sure what he had. He could have PTSD, ADD or both... It was what they were supposed to be looking at (the PTSD) but went on a rant about ADD as soon as I said he has difficulty focusing. Now they are just ignoring everything else.

I really don't know right now. I'm very confused about it all, I'm very angry and don't know what I should be doing, how I should be looking at this anything...

Ryan thinks I'm being unreasonable by wanting him off the drugs. The nurses keep acting like Matt has behavioral issues, which he doesn't, and telling me that my son being stoned out of his ****ing brain is normal side affects.. and I just feel like I'm some crazy person that suddenly doesn't know right from wrong.

Basically it's like a shut up and let him be drugged since I obviously know nothing because I have "issues." I feel ****ing invisible.

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