I didn't even know I had PTSD until I was in my 30s so looking back on my College years (19-23 years old) I see the crap. I had a hard time getting along with people, never felt I was good enough or smart enough. I drank and drugged my way through College to numb my pain. I had friends, I had boyfriends, I was a little permiscuous and impusive. I had fun though but it usually involved doing something very dangerous or defying a professor just to get their attention. I made it through though. I went to 1 year of law school, lost my shit and quit though.