I don't seem as concerned as ya'll! No ER trips here unless I need a leg reattached or something major. I am the only one in the house uninsured, husband and kids are though, so unless I think I am dying I don't go. Way to much $$. I already owe a few thousand in hospital bills I have not caught up on yet and they call me every day to remind me I am behind. Besides that, every homeless and illegal set up in the ER and I could be there all night before being seen, so I could try to catch some zzzs and just go walk in at my docs and piggy back on my better halfs appointment.

Propably go in and get a shot to get some fast acting antibiotics in my system, though last time I damn near fainted (? why, dunno) when they did and get some suped up antibiotics. I am pretty anti - antibiotics but there is a time and place for it and this is one of those times. If he orders any tests we will get them done but right now cash is just too tight for ER.

With me not working anymore and having so many doctor bills we have already cashed out retirement just to make sure we have enough to meet day to day needs and see my doc every week and keep up with the meds... UGH. Finaces vs. health care suck. Husband being laid up doesn't help as that means we have no income at all at the moment and the way his ankle still looks it may be awhile before we do. He still can't walk at all muchless stand on it.

Hope doc can help me get my nerves and head straight soon enough so I can get back to work and get our retirement put back together, just a frigging mess no matter which way I look at it.

I will let ya'll know what my GP says. Thanks for the concern but I doubt it is serious. All the "good shit" going on is mental, normally I am healthy and an ox physically. Thanks guys, going in tomorrow with my husband.