Ok. So I or the therapist hit a trigger today. I or we don't know what it was some emotion, fear or guilt. Anger. The medication has made me a bit more stable. I can even laugh with my kids. I can think. Focus.
But the trigger. I just went blank.... my mind shut off and I was in that space of "nothingness." And I am SO tired. It takes me about a day to recoup. It happened so fast. My last postings have seemed rather negitive. But thats how I am feeling.