Nikki,
stick with your hubby please - for him and for you, yet most importantly - for you kiddies.

I know about being hostile, angry, cruel.... I treat my partner sometimes like a piece of dirt, yet she has come to understand that as part of an ongoing condition with me and a lot of other people here.

I am not asking you to put up with blatant abuse, darl - just try to calm him down, tell him you understand, try to learn some things about what he's suffering with...

Hugs