Thank you once again all, I do appreciate the input always. Evie is being very generous, however I was touched by her words. I have felt like a bad mother lately, however if she doesn't think so I suppose I am being too hard on myself. I'm delighted she and my other children are so understanding, it certainly does help me on my bad days.

I appear to be feeling better again for the time being. I am getting used to the idea of Evie's trip up north this week. I was quite anxious, however she will be with Travis and several others, so it's irrational of me to worry. It has been quite helpful to write here, though I must admit, somewhat embarrassing also. I have a new respect for Evie and all of you who share so openly here. I always encouraged my clients to be open with others however personally I am finding it is a challenge. Whilst Evie was away up north, Jim and I were planning a short holiday of our own, however we decided against it. Since it's only the two of us, we may just as easily relax at home. I'm looking forward to sleeping! Once I hear Evie and Travis have reached the station safely I believe I shall retire to my bed for a few days.