Does anyone have to have pretty often contact, either via phone or otherwise with one or more of their abusers?

I guess I don't "have" to but...I do.

My father *sighs* birthday was on the 22 of this month and it's rather odd....

I didn't forget but I didn't really want to [FONT=&quot]acknowledge that it was here. I ended up sending him a text message, telling him have a happy day or some crap...and I didn't really mean it...but at the same time I did...

I don't know why I am even writing this.....

I just don't like talking to him but I love him so much and I would be heart broken if something happen to him. He is.....such a lying F**k though....


*Screams!*

How do you end a rela. with a parent...one of the main players in the game of your life...one of the main reasons for all the pain.....Or either put stiff boundaries on "us"..........


Does anyone feel as stuck and/or as
stagnant as I?