Kathy,

Brian was human, had his faults... Just like all of us here on this earth. Brian also had PTSD. At the time of his death, he wasn't ready to face his PTSD. So he did what a lot of us here have done. Drugs, booze, humor, and yes sometimes meanness..

Did it make him a bad person...NO!!!!! Absolutely not!!!!!!! It made him a person with PTSD that wasn't ready to face his demons....

Kathy it took me YEARS to face this shit. Years of doing everything that Brian did before I stopped and figured out that life wasn't working for me anymore. Yes I hurt my daughter along they way too. I regret that more than anything in this world... Can I change it???? No!!! I can only try to be a better person today.

Brian didn't get the time Kathy, and he wasn't ready.....He died a man troubled with PTSD.......It doesn't mean that he was a bad person...

Wendy