Geneva, I use to have terrible eating disorders, some which nearly killed me, and yet it still got mostly neglected and left untreated. As much as I struggled to get help with these at times, I failed. First it was anorexia, and then for a short time bulimia and then quickly progressing into, what I was told was bulimiarexia.

So it progressed and then hand in hand with it came other threatening physical conditions. These days, that is all in my far past, but what I'm still left with is little to no will to eat food or meals throughout the day, and will eat supper contingent upon certain conditions being met. Otherwise, I have no desire or ability to eat.

But, OMG, I use to eat just that too, amazing amounts of food, specifically food high in sugar and bulk foods. Just thinking back it was so horrible. The sugar was most definately then a drug for me and the other who knows, I would numb and zone out, as well.

Hope