After having posted on this thread, and then re-reading it, I finally decided on telling my doctor that I was suffering from an eating disorder. Also because, I receive more insurance coverage if he is treating that, rather than PTSD-screwed up system.

Anyway, I told him. But, he didn't say anything much to stop me from starving myself. Just asked me questions about how I do it, and when it started. How much I "want" to be-and I explained that I have been through this before, and I can give him an "ideal" weight, but I can guarantee that once I am at that weight, I will want to lose "just two more pounds", so that I can "eat and not worry about it". And then two more pounds after that and so on.

Just thought I would tell you that I finally mentioned it to my therapist too. Also finally told him that I came off (completely) the mood stabilizer that he had me on too.

It was a "great" session.......NOT!

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