Loving myself is something i know I still have to work on at least when I look in the mirror I don't say I hate you anymore and I really try to be nice to myself but today......I really do feel broken.

I really don't know what I did wrong...he knew from day one about my PTSD and back problems and then this. He has my heating pad at his house and won't return my calls and I REALLY don't know how to explain this. I don't want to bother him but I think I deserve more respect than this. I was only ever nice to him, we never had harsh words and the times together were fun! Makes no sense to me at all that is what is making it so much more confusing.