Thank you, Kathy.

As far as the article goes, I try to read everything that I can. But I have to do it when noone else is around because I always start crying realizing all the things he is going through that I can't really help him with. Last time I did it my children got upset because I was crying, so now I don't have a lot of time to do it when they aren't around- they are always with me if not in school. (That's a good thing though. It keeps my mind on all the good things in life I have going for me.)

There are other things I'd like to ask but will wait until I get access into the private carers chat. You know, just in case for some reason he gets on here. I don't in anyway at all possible want to upset him; a little afraid of pushing that stressor button. Though, I do need answers.

Anyway, thanks again.