My Mother, The Trigger grrrrr....I need to briefly vent about my mother......
She had called while I was working out a problem with my insurance company. I had mentioned last year- only once - that I was seeing a psychiatrist. She simply dismissed it, and hasn't spoken about it, until now.
When I told her that the insurance company was giving me a hard time about paying him, she laughed and said the he will probably drop me flat once he knows they wouldn't pay him. But being that I straightened it out, he sees me coming and will keep me going forever just to keep his pockets filled with money.
I was raised to think that everyone has an agenda in life. It is usually to be successful and make lots of money. I have discussed this over with my doctor in great length-as every now and then the fear of his being interested only in the money, haunts me.
She just really ticked me off. She is ssssooo capable of triggering any of my weaknesses. Here I continuously convice myself that seeing a therapist has been beneficial for myself and for my son's wellbeing. And she can knock it down in a second.
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