Marlene-- I repeat my invitation to come and talk openly, emotionally and honestly about your feelings to someone who DOES understand. That parking lot will be there and open on Nov 10th. I hope you come to visit. Emotional delay is a very, very frustrating thing to go through. It is happening to me right now with the big change in my life AND is taking it's toll on me. The move and severe change in my life has caught up with me, and I can't figure out how to explain to Mom the affect it is having on me with out her thinking it is her fault. So a sunny Saturday chat would do both of us some good. WAITING HERC