Well, he does drink a lot. I mean a lot. Before when he first came back, three months before the affair he said the only way to feel better and take the edge of was to get drunk.

He said the only person he wants to hurt(physically and I think he also meant emotionally) was me. Isn't that part of the PTSD? Hurt the ones who love you most?

I am very glad you were able to work things out. I just don't know if I could ever do that. I'm hurting just too much right now and extremely angry.

Again, thank you very much.