Welcome to our little group. My heart goes out to you! I live in Florida and have been so blessed to have been missed by all the devestation. I can not wrap my brain around what you have been through. I am a multiple diagnosis as well with a heavy case of panic/anxiety so I know what you feel like AND have put on about 40 lbs. so any time you need to vent just say so. You are stronger than I would be HERC