Thank you to all for your suggestions regarding Liam, I am most appreciative. Jim and I are planning on finding a book for him, as he loves to read. Additionally Evie offered to write and draw a homemade book for him, she has made several other homemade books for the grandchildren, which are really quite beautiful. Some of them I feel should be submitted to publishers, however obviously I will leave that to Evie, when she feels comfortable.

I apologize for not commenting much in here lately. Travis' birthday yesterday reminded us all once again that Brian is not here to share good times with the family. It was most painful, last night I was very miserable. Additionally, Brian's birthday is coming up in 4 weeks' time, and then Christmas of course. I am not looking forward to the next few weeks.

I must now be honest. Since I began this thread, I have had difficulties with certain comments in here. I believe I am beginning to understand in a small way (though I could never fully understand) the sensitivity of those of you who are PTSD sufferers. It is most difficult to remain objective whilst you are in such pain, and comments seem rather insensitive. I do apologize though if I have seemed snappy, not my intention. The majority of the comments have been very helpful, I do appreciate the input and suggestions.