I am feeling angry that this stuff happened to your kids....Please do not blame yourself!! Remember that the best way to handle this kind of stress is to take care of yourself first.....eat 3 meals a day....sleep 8 hours at night...Maybe take a walk even if it's just around your place.....As you may already know your kids will be going through a lot of emotional upheavals and getting them to a therapist ASAP may very well keep them from developing full-blown PTSD.....Remember that the 2 adults involved in harming your kids were bad people and I repeat....IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT.....I will have all in my prayers....KEEPING THE PEACE