Hi TScorpio1,
All i can say to you is that i understand what it feels like to be angry every single day of my life... i go through that every day without a miss... the only difference is that i did not have the horrible childhood that you had...im sorry....Im angry at my parents but for different reasons... but it does help me to vent. I am actually with my husband who has PTSD and i have no idea what to do...leave...stay...its tough. But you've come this far. and eventhough it may seem as if you are running out of "ideas" im sure someone here at the furom will have good advise... Im sorry it cant be me right now.. but i do not know how to deal with it either...Vent anytime, it helps..trust me