Hey, much better day. Still having trouble sleeping night time, isn't helping that Luke changed jobs and starts work at 1am. Means the majority of the night I sleep by myself :( It used to be that I had trouble sleeping in the same bed as L, but now I have the bed to myself , I find I can't sleep at all.

I'll start to dose off then startle awake, feeling like He's there. Then I get up and do my rounds, checking windows, doors etc. One nights sleep is all I ask. One night, no interuptions, 1am-9am and I will be happy. Hell, I'm not bloody greedy, I'd even go for anything more then two consecutive hours.
Waking up heart pounding. . . . so not fun.

Strangest part is, I have finally realised that it isn't normal to wake up with your heart pounding. It isn't normal to feel like you are going to pass out when going into a shop. It isn't normal to have visual/ auditory flashbacks and it sure as hell ain't normal for the PITA voice to keep tormenting me.

:hugs: yeah that ended up being a vent again.

At least I've done some housework today. I now have clothes and clean dishes (oh the clothes are clean too ;))