You talk about being numb! You speak of working your way through your traumas! But what about me? What am I suppose to do?? I have all your symptoms and nothing to work my way through. I remember nothing!!! I do not know what my trauma IS! All the therapists say to let it alone. They are afraid the trauma is to much for my fragile mind to handle and I agree but that puts another question into the senerio. How do I recover or do I just learn to live with result of what???? How do I begin to repair my life and ease the stress when I don't know what is broken so to speak? Anybody got a cute answer for this one? Do I sound angry? I am!! I am very angry at who or what hurt me so much that I can't remember any important part of my life. Things like graduating from high school, my wedding and the worst part is I don't recall giving birth to my daughter! And some one or something has stolen all this from me. Do I not have a right to be angry????????? Talk about being numb. Try my life on for size