Hercules I lost my memory after my car accident. There is a lot of time missing that I have no clue as to what I did unless some one tells me. I know it's not the cause of my trauma, but the fact I don't remember what I did for 3 months bothers me, especially when people tell me I was acting strange.
Maybe you can work on why your mad at your memory loss and eventually the trauma will reveal itself some way. A good thing to watch for is what is in your dreams. You may consciously have forgotten your trauma, but I just about gaurantee your subconscious mind hasn't. A lot of dreams come from our subconscious mind.
Over the past 15 years I had forgotten that the man who raped me bit my arm real bad. About two years ago I had a dream that reminded me that I was bitten. If I had not had that dream, I would not be mentioning being bitten as one of my injuries from my trauma. I completely forgot about it, but my subconscious mind didn't.
Peace
Tammy |