I just wish that I could overcome just a few things in life, this imagery has helped me look at thingss I need to look at and deal with, but somethings cant be overcome, so why does one keep trying, I have been trying my whole life to forget what happened to me, and with tears running down my face right now, I know this has not occurred and feel I will always remember these horrid things that occurred, why did I let this happened, how come he did this to me, why was I picked, was it something I said to him, why did he pick me, will I always be a disappointment for my family, and if so whats the point, ahhhhhhh so upset, angry at myself upset that I am not worthy of what I do have at this point in my life, just thinking to self what should I do