Dear diary! LOL today I cleaned and re arranged my bathroom and bedroom. I do that entirely to often. I seem to rearrange-redecorate-repack WAY TO OFTEN. I think it has actually become an obsession with me. I've only been in the new townhouse since July 12th and I have redecorated the living room 4 times and the bedroom 3 times. I have repack the storage closet at least 5 times. I seem to spend the majority of my time shuffling shit(as I call it)

At least I did not have to go any place today. Just worked way to hard cleaning and moving furniture, etc. It seems the best way to keep myself from thinking or feeling. If I stay busy enoughn I won't care either.

My but being a PTSDer is hard to deal with. Oh well, guess it could be worse but I sure don't know how