#cup, I am back and I think to myself that the cup represents me, I am like a glass, that is fragile and can break easily, the glass is empty because, well I feel I so little to offer anyone, and the smudges that is all the crap that has happened to me, its all the things that I have allowed to happen to me, Anthony if you are out there I need some help with this thing, please help anthony, I feel so broken right now....