Thank you Kathy, it is good to be back! I honestly feel that a lot has changed for me over the past months. All the information given on this forum is SO helpful, but I know that I still have a lot to learn. My breakthrough in all this was the moment I finally realised what PTSD is and that I can either run away from all this or stay. Maybe not as before, I am not sure if we will ever be together again, but I know that I will stay in his life and support him if he needs me. I now do give him space and let him come to me, which he does. I think it is also SO important to go on with my life and see things from different perspectives as far as relationships are concerned. There are so may different ways of relating with a loved one.
Well, I just hope I will continue to be able to see things so positive, at the moment it does look GOOD!