Herc,
I really don't know what to say.....I know that you have struggled with not knowing anything for most of your first years, and that has to be so hard. I have blocks of a year or two that I don't remember either, but not sure if it's PTSD related or just is...
As far as your mom.....I really don't know what to say either. If it's true that she knew, and didn't say anything...Then you have to come to terms with this. I am sorry hon that this is happening. I'm not sure if NOT remembering is better than remembering.....
Hugs,
Wen |