Wen,

The one thing you said will stick with me forever! "I'm not sure if NOT remembering is better than remembering" I reallly do need to let this go before it does any damage to the fantastic relationship I have with my mother. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING is worth loosing our love and trust we have.

I just may put this one in the file marked NEVER MIND. Guess I just needed to find someone to share this with. I really could not keep this one inside. I knew it would slowly eat me alive.

Best thing I can do now is to Let it Go Wen, thanx for being there