Recently I have made some rather obnoxious posts that were out of character for me. The guys in this forum reminded me and explained to me and helped me and what the hell, they put me in my place.

I am not the only person with PTSD or what I always thought were unusual symptoms. While the pain and problems still remain ever present in my life as well as everyone elses life, they have helped me relax. My days of having pity parties all by myself are over.

I need to accept the fact that the past is exactly that!! It is in the past and there is no way to change it. I will try to adjust my life to an acceptable level and work on being happy. Sounds like a lot more fun than what I have been doing lately. It seems that my private pity parties just aren't fun anymore.