Oh not at all Hodge, it is no one's fault, and certainly not something you or anyone else said. We suspect it is a combination of things really. She has been on a medication for sleep for the past 3 weeks, and whilst the doctor assured it would not make her suicidal, we are beginning to wonder, as she has been suicidal on virtually every other medication she has tried. Additionally she attended Remembrance Day services last weekend, where there were rifle shots fired. In retrospect, we recall that one of her doctors, a specialist in PTSD, had told us exposure involving guns would not be a wise idea for Evie. It was her decision to go however, she really wished to go for Brian's sake, as a memorial to him was part of the service. She is an adult, we didn't wish to tell her she couldn't go. Thirdly, she's had troubles with speaking in the last couple of weeks, gone silent for several days at a time. Talking things out is very important for her and she had shut down, especially with regards to her grief over Brian.

So please no worries Hodge, it is absolutely nothing you have done. She had too many things happening at once and was not talking about her feelings. Thank you for your concern, we are certain she will be perfectly fine, she is being well cared for in hospital, and we will be here for her when she comes home. She is never alone.