Back in the days when I was out in the world I would hear the phrase "Get a life". Never really knew what it was referring to until now. I, in deed, need a life.

You could set your watch by my so called life. I do the same thing every day at the same time with little to no change. I am merely existing, noy living! I am to scared to live. I am to frightened to go out and get the life I deserve.

It has really been a long time since I have been so depressed or in such a truly negative state of mind. I am lonely, truly lonely. The part that is so hard to take is that this is self imposed. Granted, I do have problems as we all do, but where is it written that we need to be so lonely??

Oh never mind my funky mood guys. God night