Herc,

I think that to a degree we all have those funky mood times. They just drag you down, and zap the life out of you. You get caught up in the rut and then don't know how to get out of it. Then you have been out of it (life) for so long that it's hard to get back into life.

I also think that life for all of us is what WE consider normal for us. Everyone is different, and has different comfort zones.

If you truly want to get back into life....My suggestion is whatever you do or try. Start small and make sure that it's something that you truly love and have a passion about.

Hope that you have a better day today.