I've been numb to pretty much everything for 7 years now. That's when the abuse from my ex husband happened. Yes I was abused as a child but I was thankful to leave. But the abuse from my ex made things that much worse, almost 10 times as bad.

It's hard for me to feel anything, it breeds conflict in my intimate life. My husband has a hard time understand why I have no desire to do anything, why I'm not emotionally expressive.

Though part of that may be the amount of medication that my psychiatrist has me on. I don't think that's all of the reason.

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