yes that might be the words sometimes notice that with sound better now for months when i can um think better and organise thoughts might be the words,sometimes i can't think when someone asks me question like instant clouds in my head and overwhelmedt oo and sometimes people say i don't hear or respond at all .Things are much better for some pieces of the time can listen to music etc couldn't do that for last couple of years at all .yeah i got lots of experiences i don't see or understand yet.Thankyou.