I wish I could quit crying, ever since my appointment this week thats all ive done. I didn't get to work today cause I have an hour drive and was crying so hard and almost hit the guard rail. Im probably in some trouble but my boss knows what im going through. I can also relate to the military doctors. Ive had ptsd since 85, most of the docs Id seen where military and didn't get diagnosed till 2004. you would think that they see enough of ptsd from the vets that they would give these doctors some training on how to regonize it.