I have thought for years I had a life. Working any wheres fron 60-100 hours a week. Paid off, best manager in 2 districts, probably highest paid too. But realizing its not a life. Im a workaclohlic (god I wish I could spell) Been working so I didn't have to deal with life. Realizing I have everything I lost as a kid right here in dover delaware, have 3 sons, 2 daughter in laws and 3 grand kids and a pretty great husband of 28 years. cant wait to deal with the past stuff and start enjoying what I have. Spent last 20 years going back to maine and trying to get what I lost in 73. This past summer we all went up in 3 cars, kids are stuggling to make ends meet so paid most of the cost out of our pockets. go back twice a year, just trying to get back what I lost but its not there its here.