It gives me so much hope to see what you've done in a year. I'm not very patient but I'm no quiter. I'll hang on to this hope that I'm going to get better. I'll too beable to work with the things I need to work through. I've got so much from my childhood that I need to deal with. It scares me so much but I will get through this. survived it the first time the best I knew how, Now I survive it the way I should of.