How can I write anything here that you all don't know about "our" condition anyway. I am mad as hell that any of us even need a forum to vent in. I wish none of this ever happened to land me here.
I have been recently diagnosed with PTSD. Now on medicine that I don't think is doing anything. My head still hurts, my chest is tight all of the time. I am beginnning to loose my mind.
Is it weird to feel good about telling my story to complete strangers?
Part of my PTSD has prevented me from trusting anyone and I cannot make new friends. I am alone and scared/angry with everyone.
I also cannot keep my thoughts straight because my mind is going a million miles an hour. I cannot consentrate on anything for too long. Also have adult ADHD...
I AM A FRERAKING MESS!!!