That's PTSD at its finest...makes me feel like this -->

I know that we all need money to survive, but do you think that you will be able to continue working through the end of the year? I channeled quite a bit of my energy into nursing school and working for many years. The last year I worked (2003) I had several ER visits and one hospitalization for medical issues. My body finally gave out in December 2003...and I am still unable to work due to physical and psychological issues.

Try and take care of yourself as much as possible while you are working so much. The work is a great avoidance technique...but like everything else it only works for so long. I can relate to feeling like you need to stay for other people, but first you need to watch out for and take care of you. With PTSD, we need to be very careful that we are not care taking at the expense of ourselves.