I've thought at times that some of my triggers are really well I guess to some people they probably sound ridiculous huh?

One major one for me is tomorrow, going into a city I've been in with my ex husband, where his mother and step dad used to live with his brother.

Then there's men and hats, it used to be just one kind of hat now it's all hats on men that I personally know, but it's not that I've got a racial problem but it's because my ex was white so it's white men.

Then of course gaming dice...and don't even ask me how I survived working at Andrews AFB in Maryland for 5 years. We dated there and it was where my daughter was conceived, not in the hospital though of course but still...I'd walk around the corner and see the front desk but always jump.

Then I found out my ex husband was an active duty army medic and now army personnel make me very upset. Its why I broke down so badly when I was deployed.

I sometimes question whether half of the things that make me very upset would sound so stupid to other people. Ya know?