Ok, this is tough to answer...For me when I do it. I am not aware of anything. My mind sort of shuts down, but my body is still functioning. Sometimes I have had what I would only explain as "like" an out of body experience, where I can *see* what I am doing but totally detached from it.
There are times that I can feel myself doing it, but can't stop, other times I can stop myself.
I have had people tell me that it's like everything just left my face, no emotion at all, kind of the dead stare.
It may be different for others, but that's how it is for me.... |