Good morning Sir Jack I always wanted the kind of life every little girl dreamed of. A husband, kids and a nice home and happiness. Guess you could say the kind of life you saw on TV in the 50's and 60's. My mom says my childhood was full of stress, stress and more stress. She says I had a father who treated me like shit and was very cold and unloving me. Never found my happy ever after married life. never had a place to call my own and my kid will have nothing to do with me. My life was full of some really bad choices which have lead me to my current life

It was only late in life when the fog of drugs and drinking cleared that I found my true calling. Unfortunately due to my limited education and the amount of education needed to fulfill my dream, it ain't gonna happen! ! !

All that sounds a bit on the morose side but it is actually a real,true, exact and matter of fact description of my life. I have, however, been given a second chance so I can repair the damage I did to my relationship with my Mother. The most important part is I am now able to make up for the misery I put my mother through over the years. She is a good woman and deserves to be treated with respect which I am now doing.

I have moved mother in with me and I am taking care of her with all the love and respect she deserves. To my surprise I am actually enjoying our new found relationship. We seem to be growing closer with each passing day and our line of communication is better than ever. Each evening we sit down after dinner and TALK! We talk about anythng and everything. We both are enjoying the the path our lives have taken over the past few months. We actually have fun and laugh at the dumb things we do. I know my mother is enjoying watching me get old and forgetful. It just seems to be a perfect fit for both of us.

I always wondered what my purpose in life was. Why was I born. I felt many times that I was wasting my life, and I was--back when! I don't worry about any of this anymore because I now know! My mother deserves to be happy, safe and secure for the first time in her life and now she is! She is no longer alone and hell I AM NO LONGER ALONE EITHER!!!!!!!!!

So guess that is it in a nut shell Sir Jack(a nickname of respect) My wishes and dreams. IMHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Keep talking to me because you are causing me to think in areas I have not visited in a VERY LONG time and I like it. You are good therapy for me and I look forward to you input